August

WOW okay August has gone by SO SO fast its trippin me out! so from Aug 6th - Aug20th i was in Utah. It was an amazing vacation I really need to be back with my family. I saw a lot of family and friends which was good!! I'm not gonna lie I love it there but its just to much for me right now. i miss my family and all but i would go absolutely  insane if I lived there. here our some pictures of the month of August.. some NY and some UT :)

Americas past time..

Besties For Life!

I knew this day would come but i didn't think it would come this fast! I have mixed emotions about this big event that is going down tomorrow!
20 years ago I met my best friend she just happened to be my cousin. When I think of my childhood there are very few memories with out this girl! We would always spend a week with each other at our houses during the summer. we would watch Grease , play school, we pretty much invented american idol!!  I remember being at my grandmas house when we were 7-8 years old talking about when we graduated high school that we were going to move to Oxford England and go to school... Well she would go to school, I would settle for working at the bookstore and hopefully marry a hot britsh man!  In high school I would be in tree-town or she would be down in SF almost every weekend. Around came graduation, We spent the whole summer buying stuff to move out.. (no we did not move to England) we settled for Orem instead. We did so much CRAZY stuff when we lived together. between the late night ihop runs with landon, movie nights with Ethan, Laying out by the pool everyday. and of course selling our souls to the Jazz. there was NEVER a quite moment. Cami has always been the person who tells me how it is. she has always been an amazing example.. sometimes I wanted to kill her because it seemed like she was perfect!! She is a VERY driven girl who knows what she wants, and knows how to get it!
Everyone says that when you get married you forget about your friends. :( i'm really hoping this doesn't happen! We are going to live next door to each other and our kids are going to be best friends and we are going to grow old!! ;)

Austin is a very lucky guy! I wish you guys The best of luck!! I'm sad that i'm ALL the WAy out here in NY but I hope you know how much i love you and how much i wish i could be there!!
LOVE YOU CAMSTA!!!!!!!!!!!!

Book Smart or Street Smart???

The last couple of weeks i have been very stressed out. I have been trying to decided on what to do with my life. if i should stay out here in New York, go home, go on a mission?? It seems like every time I talk to someone they are always pushing "Go to School" "you need to start thinking about your future" I'm kinda getting sick of people telling my what i should do. i know that i should go to school and start thinking about my future but I'm really having a BLAST out here. I am learning so much about myself and becoming independent. I feel like I'm getting a different education out here that you cant get in a class room. it makes me sad to see most of my friends just going to school.. still living at home. I feel like most people have regrets because they stay in Utah their whole life. People think that moving a couple of hours away from where they grew up is a big deal. its really not, you can go home as much as you want.  I am so grateful for the opportunity i have been giving to be out here. Seriously i have made some of the BEST friends i could ask for. 

Playmra Temple

A little about me!!

-What time did you wake up today: 7:29

-What were you doing at midnight last night: watching heros.. Im kinda obsessed

-Name something you CANNOT wait for: season 3 of Modern Family.. and Europe

-Last time you saw your Mother: March 22^nd L

-What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:  not really sure..

-What are you listening to right now: Pandora!

-Have you ever talked to someone named Tom:Yep.. had a friend named tom.. crazy kid

-What's getting on your nerves right now: MY kids !! the are driving me crazy!!

-Most visited webpage: Facebook and  netflix

-Nicknames: Kel, Markelli,Martha, MERkle

-Relationship Status: Single

-Zodiac Sign: 

 -He or She: she

-Elementary: PARk Elementary 

-Middle School:  Spanish fork Middle School

-High School: Spanish Fork High 

-Hair Color: Brown

-Long or short: Long

-Best Friends: haha to many to name.. but my two best best friends are Ashley and Cami

-Do you have crush on someone:  haha Maybe

-What do you like about yourself: I like that im outgoing and can talk to just about anyone about anything.. I am a good listener , I like that im easygoing and I like my teeth haha (iknow im weird)

-Piercings: None

-Tattoos: None

-Righty or lefty: Righty.

-First surgery: Never had surgery

-First piercing: Ears

-First best friend: CAMI PACKER

-First sport you joined: softball

6.) Right now...

-Eating: nothing

-Drinking: water

-I'm about to: go to target

-Waiting for: janell to come pick me up

-Want kids: NO!!! jk yes

-Want to get married: YES

-Career: not sure yet

7.) Which is better...

-Lips or eyes: Eyes first

-Hugs or kisses: hugs

-Shorter or taller: taller

-Older or Younger:  OLDER

-Romantic or spontaneous: Definitely spontaneous! but romantic can be a result of spontaneous!

-Sensitive or loud: a little of both J

-Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.

-Trouble maker or hesitant: both

8.) Have you ever... 

-Kissed a stranger: Yes

-Drank hard liquor: no

-Lost glasses/contacts: Neither

-Sex on first date: No

-Broken someone's heart: nope.

-Had your own heartbroken: Yes

-Turned someone down: Yep.

-Cried when someone died: Yes.

-Fallen for a friend: Ha yep...

9.) Do you believe in...

-Yourself? Yes

-Miracles: Yep.

-Love at first sight: Absolutely!!

-Santa Clause: Heck yes!!

-Kiss on the first night: NOPE

1o.) Answer truthfully...

-Had more than one bf/gf at one time: no

-Is there one person you want to be with right now: Yes.

-Did you sing today: I sing every day

-If you could pick a day from this year and relive it, what day would it be: The first time I went in to the city.. (NYC)

-Are you afraid of falling in love?  no im more afraid of falling out of love like most couples in america.

Happiness

“Don't rely on someone else for your happiness and self worth. Only you can be responsible for that. If you can't love and respect yourself - no one else will be able to make that happen. Accept who you are - completely; the good and the bad - and make changes as YOU see fit - not because you think someone else wants you to be different.” 

I LOVE LOVE LOVE this quote! i think if everyone lived life like this, our world would be such a different place!! if we are happy with our self why should we change it to make someone else happy??