Saturday, September 10, 2011

September 11th

                                            "May We Never Forget Those Who Have Fallen"




One september morning 10 years ago my dad came into my room woke me up and told me It was time to get ready for school. Like every other morning I dragged my self in his and my moms room, sat at the end of the bed and watched tv before actually getting ready. Like every other morning my parents were watching Fox and Friends. It seemed like a totally normal morning. Until at the bottom of the screen the banner in all caps and red letters said FOX NEWS ALERT! Small plane has hit the World Trade Center. Immediately they had live video and a man was talking about what  had happened. As my 2 brothers, my parents and I sat on the bed, we saw what looked like a plane heading stright for the other building , my mom started saying oh my gosh that plane just hit the other building, this wasnt an accident, America is under attack! Being in 5th grade I didn't really did understand why someone would do this? Its been 10 years since that day, I live around 20 miles from where it all happened. I have met people who where down there that day, people who lost co-workers. The first time I visited ground zero, it was kinda a surreal moment. New York is such a loud busy city. When your at ground zero there is still so much emotion. You forget your in a huge city. Before I came to New York I didn't know how real or how much this day affected real people. Now that I'm have met a few of the people its affected, it makes my heart hurt to think of what they had to go through. There is a lady who lost her husband, he was a fire fighter she gose down every saturday and conducts tours and tells her and her husbands  story. She said that when they found her husband he had placed is jacket over another person and had tried to protect them. He was only of the lucky ones, he didnt survive but it have his family a little peace. Around ground zero there is still missing posters hung with so many faces. Looking at it I was thinking that each one out them had familys they left behind. I got really emotional just looking at this  missing poster. Its sad to see that other countrys are so jealous of our freedom that they would kill thousands of innocent people. I am soo thankful to live in a country where I have the freedom to think, say, do what I want. Im thankful for our countrys military with out them I wouldnt have a the freedom and safety I do today!!
NYFD Memorial 

"May We Never Forget."

The missing poster for NYPD

Rebuilding

Janell, Katelyn and I in front of Ground Zero

NYFD Memorial 

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

August



































WOW okay August has gone by SO SO fast its trippin me out! so from Aug 6th - Aug20th i was in Utah. It was an amazing vacation I really need to be back with my family. I saw a lot of family and friends which was good!! I'm not gonna lie I love it there but its just to much for me right now. i miss my family and all but i would go absolutely  insane if I lived there. here our some pictures of the month of August.. some NY and some UT :)

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Besties For Life!

I knew this day would come but i didn't think it would come this fast! I have mixed emotions about this big event that is going down tomorrow!
20 years ago I met my best friend she just happened to be my cousin. When I think of my childhood there are very few memories with out this girl! We would always spend a week with each other at our houses during the summer. we would watch Grease , play school, we pretty much invented american idol!!  I remember being at my grandmas house when we were 7-8 years old talking about when we graduated high school that we were going to move to Oxford England and go to school... Well she would go to school, I would settle for working at the bookstore and hopefully marry a hot britsh man!  In high school I would be in tree-town or she would be down in SF almost every weekend. Around came graduation, We spent the whole summer buying stuff to move out.. (no we did not move to England) we settled for Orem instead. We did so much CRAZY stuff when we lived together. between the late night ihop runs with landon, movie nights with Ethan, Laying out by the pool everyday. and of course selling our souls to the Jazz. there was NEVER a quite moment. Cami has always been the person who tells me how it is. she has always been an amazing example.. sometimes I wanted to kill her because it seemed like she was perfect!! She is a VERY driven girl who knows what she wants, and knows how to get it!
Everyone says that when you get married you forget about your friends. :( i'm really hoping this doesn't happen! We are going to live next door to each other and our kids are going to be best friends and we are going to grow old!! ;)









Austin is a very lucky guy! I wish you guys The best of luck!! I'm sad that i'm ALL the WAy out here in NY but I hope you know how much i love you and how much i wish i could be there!!
LOVE YOU CAMSTA!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Book Smart or Street Smart???

The last couple of weeks i have been very stressed out. I have been trying to decided on what to do with my life. if i should stay out here in New York, go home, go on a mission?? It seems like every time I talk to someone they are always pushing "Go to School" "you need to start thinking about your future" I'm kinda getting sick of people telling my what i should do. i know that i should go to school and start thinking about my future but I'm really having a BLAST out here. I am learning so much about myself and becoming independent. I feel like I'm getting a different education out here that you cant get in a class room. it makes me sad to see most of my friends just going to school.. still living at home. I feel like most people have regrets because they stay in Utah their whole life. People think that moving a couple of hours away from where they grew up is a big deal. its really not, you can go home as much as you want.  I am so grateful for the opportunity i have been giving to be out here. Seriously i have made some of the BEST friends i could ask for.